Okay...so it has been awhile.

Here is whats new in my life:

I seem to be going from friend to friend. The longest lasting friendships I have had are from high school. I get very jealous of Jon and his friends because they are not caddy like girls are. I admit wholeheartedly that I am caddy. My caddy-ness in addition to other girls' caddy-ness only make up for friendships ending horribly. I am making a huge effort to end the caddy-ness...especially considering the outburst I had during the most recent 4th of July party where I lashed out at another caddy girl.

Caddy-ness is not only found amongst friends but co-workers as well. Going deeper into this issue would only lead to regret later but anyone reading this blog would understand. Some people are just so unhappy they feel the need to share some of thier unhappiness. The only thing I have to say is the rude comments, constant complaining and talking behind my back only makes me smile bc for some reason you are paying more attention to me than my work. hmm...jealousy?

Living with Jon has been excellent. We have small problems, like; laundry and dishes but for the most part we get along great. We have starting a fun schedule (that really isnt fun...more routine than anything...but just the fact that we live together is fun). I have seemingly fit into the stereotypical female roles which include making dinner, doing dishes and picking up the house. Jon is as involved in such chores, but I seem to be making them more routine. We are currently working on the yard and nothing has been more fun than creative life (for the purpose of eating it) and making our house look great.

I am anxious about school starting. Working on this grant has been tough because the money is tight...but I keep reminding myself how great it will look on a resume. Now that I am a good student...I get more excited for school.

Life in general is terrific. I am learning new lessons everyday...but my life is going where I've wanted it to go.

Which leads me to my book:
I will be publishing it on my own once it is finished. I am incredibly excited about it! It is going to cost a lot of money...but I am prepared to take out a loan. :)
This whole experience will just be a dream come true to me!
Thanks to my uncle Jon I am more inspired than ever!

Ok...enough for now...
I am going to try to write at least every other day! Or if anything interesting comes up!

Summer 2009

Alot is going on. 4th of July weekend just ended and I have decided to move to another country. I made some what of a fool of myself and am now wanting to dissapear. I am officialy a hermit. Boo-Yah.


Thats all.