Angry People

I just dont get people that are bitter and mean to other people. Why do they have to snap and freak out about little stuff? Oh geez...at least I know I am a happy person. I am starting to just smile because I have realized I am moving up in the world and she is stuck in an hourly wage job. That is probably why she is mean to me.

New Week

So it is a new week and here are my goals: (This is my new thing...blogging and writing out my goals.

1) 2+ chapters in book completed.
2) Biking or Walking everyday.
3) Being healthy overall.
4) Budget!!!!
5) Organize office.
6) Get stuff in basement to the thrift store.
7) Send package to Africa.
8) Healthy Healthy Healthy!!!

I shall see how we do!

Okay...so it has been awhile.

Here is whats new in my life:

I seem to be going from friend to friend. The longest lasting friendships I have had are from high school. I get very jealous of Jon and his friends because they are not caddy like girls are. I admit wholeheartedly that I am caddy. My caddy-ness in addition to other girls' caddy-ness only make up for friendships ending horribly. I am making a huge effort to end the caddy-ness...especially considering the outburst I had during the most recent 4th of July party where I lashed out at another caddy girl.

Caddy-ness is not only found amongst friends but co-workers as well. Going deeper into this issue would only lead to regret later but anyone reading this blog would understand. Some people are just so unhappy they feel the need to share some of thier unhappiness. The only thing I have to say is the rude comments, constant complaining and talking behind my back only makes me smile bc for some reason you are paying more attention to me than my work. hmm...jealousy?

Living with Jon has been excellent. We have small problems, like; laundry and dishes but for the most part we get along great. We have starting a fun schedule (that really isnt fun...more routine than anything...but just the fact that we live together is fun). I have seemingly fit into the stereotypical female roles which include making dinner, doing dishes and picking up the house. Jon is as involved in such chores, but I seem to be making them more routine. We are currently working on the yard and nothing has been more fun than creative life (for the purpose of eating it) and making our house look great.

I am anxious about school starting. Working on this grant has been tough because the money is tight...but I keep reminding myself how great it will look on a resume. Now that I am a good student...I get more excited for school.

Life in general is terrific. I am learning new lessons everyday...but my life is going where I've wanted it to go.

Which leads me to my book:
I will be publishing it on my own once it is finished. I am incredibly excited about it! It is going to cost a lot of money...but I am prepared to take out a loan. :)
This whole experience will just be a dream come true to me!
Thanks to my uncle Jon I am more inspired than ever!

Ok...enough for now...
I am going to try to write at least every other day! Or if anything interesting comes up!

Summer 2009

Alot is going on. 4th of July weekend just ended and I have decided to move to another country. I made some what of a fool of myself and am now wanting to dissapear. I am officialy a hermit. Boo-Yah.


Thats all.

Mexico

Firsts in Mexico

1. First time seeing the ocean.
2. First time snorkeling.
3. First time seeing dolphins and jelly fish (that I can remember).
4. First time in a pool bar!
5. First time I saw my sister flirt! :)
6. First time out of the country.
7. First time jumping off a pier.
8. First time my mouth watered watching a guy fire dance.
9. First time I couldnt wait to get home from a vacation!

Whats giong on in Lyndsee's life now

Ok..so its less than 2 weeks till my 25th bday and here is what I will be doing while ringing in my first quarter of a century.

Jon and I have officially moved in together. It is an absolute blast! I have never had so much fun with a roommate. Being that he owns the house, we are not splitting any rent. He didnt want to pay anything because he saw it as his house and his investment...but I wanted the house to feel like it was mine as well. I am not paying him a 100 cohabitation tax. This helps him pay his taxes on the property and allows me to put holes in the wall. We are getting along amazingly and I think this is the funnest time of my life! I am conforming to his minimalistic ways while he is getting used to having stuff in the house that doesnt neccesarily have a purpose.

I will be in less than a month! I am super excited about that! I dont have much money to spend there...but I think I will survive. I am currently asking for money from my family members for my bday. We'll see how that goes! Hello Credit card debt! :)

This summer I will be spending a lot of time bbqing...and gardening. Just recently Jon and I found out that we have potatos growing in the backyard. How fun is that? Totally fun!

My job has been busy. I dont feel like I have time for much anymore. I am working full time now, but hopefully when the summer gets going I will be working less. It is so nice to be able to not have to work! That is mainly due to me living with Jon and the fact that I basically have no bills! Woo-hoo!

Audrey: I am getting a package ready for you! I have a lot of fun things in there!

Ok..life is boring now...I'll write later.

Hello

Hey Audrey,

I am about to send a package...would you like anything real specific. I have one fun thing I am sending you! :)

I miss you! sorry I am not on here as often I will try!

Stress

OK, this semester is unknowingly going OK, I think. I may have to drop a class because I literally forgot to have a paper in on time and now the highest grade I can achieve is a C. Damn. I was so angry with myself. I am basically caught up...but being that three of my classes are team oriented I seem to be doing a lot of extra work that is really starting to get to me. Do I tattle or not? Who knows. We have a huge presentation today and I basically did the majority of it. Had I not...my grade would have suffered...
Jon and I might be fighting right now. I have no idea. We have not spoken...mainly because my cell phone charger is at his house and I am too afraid to get it. I think the stress of moving in together coupled with thinking I'm going to lose my independence has me feeling like an emotion wreck! I can feel the stress is my chest and all I want to do is run it off fast and hard.
I am having a hard time with friends. SAturday night was ackward and sort of helped me see who my real friends actually are.
Emotions Emotions Emotions. I am feeling so many emotions! I feel like smoking a cigarette! Eh...that'll just make me feel worse!
The girls will be here on Saturday. I am incredibly excited! Hanging with them for a full week will be awesome!

Giving it up

So here it is...the day after Fat Tuesday, (Ash Wed. I suppose), and I am turning Catholic. Not really...I am just giving up somethings for lint ((sp)). I understand the concept well enough, but I will be giving up some very annoying vices. These are things that are not too bad...just bad enough to make me want to give it up. I feel that if I change small things in my life...the big changes will follow. Organization, time management, money, savings etc. I seem to save my money for the things that will give me pleasure now rather than later. I rarely think about the consequences of the things I am doing until a few days later when I regret them.

My trip to Vegas is going smoothly. I am having a hard time decided when to actually go. I leave for Texas in May, the day classes end, for Tors graduation and then its off to a Mexican cruise. I am so excited! I have money stashed for all of this so that I dont freak later!

I may have mentioned this before, but Jon and I are moving in together. There are so many emotions I am feeling and the number one emotion is excitement! I can hardly wait to share my life with him! Not that we already dont share a life...we'll just be doing it differently!

Ok, time for homework.

Does anyone even ready these?

What's new

I have become a better organized person. My new years resolution. I try to pick up my house every night. Emily and I are not very clean...so this jis becoming harder and harder.

Emma gets fixed tomorrow...I know, I waited far too long...but I realized it was a neccessity when she was walking around the house horny. Can't have that can we? Emily thinks the cat is going to get her foot pregnant. I doubt it..but weirder things have happened.

This spring is going to be AMAZING! Things I am excited about...Caty and Jessica are flying to Indiana in March for a week. Going on a cruise in May, Vegas in June. Not to mention that weather is going to be so nice!

We are supposed to get a snow storm here tonight. We'll see. Evansville weather is predictable in that its not predictable. Get it? Maybe we will all have to stay home tomorrow. Yay!

Super Bowl on Sunday...Holla!

Oh, and I shipped a package to another country this weekend...only $13! Avaiation is awesome.

Oops again...

((I accidentally posted that last one before finishing))

In the fall I recieved two bogus tickes in Chandler...which I am still dealing with. The laws in Indiana are incredibly different than Colorado and they are treating me like I am a criminal. Literally...I have to take a driving class for not stopping all the way at a stop sign and my plates being a few days expired...Blah blah blah...Chandler has taken as much money out of me as they possibly could have and I will remain pissed off forever. Nonetheless...I will never spend a dime in that town again...niether will Jon or anyone else if I can help it! They messed with the wrong girl!

I am now back at school and work after three weeks off and have realized I didnt do very much. Just yesterday I cleaned my house and got things organized...things I shouls have done weeks ago!

I hope you had a delightful Xmas...I am sorry I am getting things out to you so late! Happy New year, Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas!

Love,
Lyndsee

OOps...

So I have forgotten to keep up with my blog. I'm sorry!!! I cannot believe how fast the last 6 months have flown. I am still collecting letters and items to send you...More than likely they will arrive the beginning of February! I know, I am a terrible friend! Many things are happening...which you will find out...but is here the short version. :)

Emily and I have been having many parties on the weekends, to which now our landlord and neighbors loath us. It's alright with me...we will be out soon enough and I am going to live somewhere special....